down narrow apartment stairs, argued over whether a sagging recliner was worth keeping, and ate takeout on the floor because his dishes were already wrapped in newspaper. At night, he slept on a mattress and I slept on a borrowed couch with one spring trying to tunnel through my ribs. He kept apologizing. I kept telling him to shut up and lift.
Caleb was raw with disappointment. I knew that feeling. I had worn my own version of it after my wife, Rebecca, left seven years earlier. She did not
